Thinking of you always!

2005-07-22T23:56:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired!Finally had the tym to blog..Was beri tired n sleepy whenever i reached home...-lol- Alots of things to do..N revise our work..cuz we r having mock exams these 2 weeks..poor thing.. So far..,the paper i've done was okie la..Just prayed hard tat i'll pass...past 3 days..the school was rather quiet..Cuz secs2&3 having their camp..-haiz-Missed the days we had during our camp!!! wah..seeing them go fer their camp...beri jealous..Bcoz we got 2 study 4 our mock exams n loads of things to do..Nvm..after our Ns..Jus wait n see wad we will do..we'll be mad!-lol-Ytd slept at late 12..Was doing my tys..didn't notice the tym..after doing tat..went to my bed..n sleep.. -Pig!- Cannot blame me..Today when i reached home..i'm so tired!!!During Cme lesson..Miss khoo gave us watch the show called "The Choristers"Something like tat..dun reali remember the tittle..It's a nice show!!!wanted 2 watch 2nd tym..see when i've the tym ba..It's abt a muscian.. a famous conductor..in a sch,and all the kids were beri naughty..they dare 2 do anything to the teachers.. Not even scared at all..after tat..famous conductor spotted out..tat those kids in the sch..have a nice voice..he dint wan to waste their talent..so he started to teach them sing..n the story goes.. blabla...oh..write til here..wanna go watch tv le..Nitez!

2005-07-20T19:36:00.000-07:00

*Bleahz*Social Studies mock exam was okie la..lucky got study..mock exam are counted in ppr.. Tml is chinese paper 1..dun reali hab to study..can relax abit..Mr lim not in school..is reali damn sux..-haiz-Stil got a few more days..mr lim will be back..yuppie!!Stil feel tat mr lim teaching is comfortable fer me...Cuz at least i can concentrate..Or else i'll fail my math arhx..stil got a few more days..must do tys..-lol-mad..do u think i will do?see how first ba...hmmm...sian..nth to post le..hehe..kkk..write til here le..Take Care!!!

2005-07-16T19:28:00.000-07:00

Asked liwen 2 pei me go tiong n buy pen...Jus found out tat i lost all my pens!!Dunno where they fly to le..-haiz-Nvm..anyway..i've brought it le..-wah-Liwen damn funny sia..On the bus..kept making me laugh..-l-diao lei her..Make me the sweet so sour..-wah!-Den force me to eat the carrort cake..damn full le..stil wan me 2 eat..like a mummy forcin her child 2 eat..everybody looking at us sia..so pai seh!No choice..den i eat...-haiz-
-wah-tok 2 zhong gui online..know wad he say?"u majiam the youngesst girl tt every 1 care in the class"Really mehz?I dunno yea..-lol-tat tym my brother's incident..every1 went down..den now...called me xiao mei mei..am i?i dun think so..if i'm not wrong..i'm not the youngest..is chong ying and priscilla lorx..nvm...was so shocked when i heard it..I'm so touched man...did not expect tat they wil be on my side!!except fer some la..Hmm..reali appreciate wad they have done!!
Who are those people..hmm...1st..wanna thank Zhong Gui!!Mervin!!Yiwen!!Jui leng!!Luke!!Rachel!!Dawn!!Farhana!!Justin!!Willie!!Sin yang!!Chong Ying!!Keng Lam!!Stil got alot..when i know le.. den i come back again n edit..But i confirm tat my felicia,cheryl,shuning,yena,anisah sure support my side de worz!!Reali thanx alot!!!!-Muackz&Huggies-Suddenly feel tat i'm so xing fu!!1 fer all n all fer 1!!!Buai guys!!!

2005-07-14T22:18:00.000-07:00

Feeling sick fer the whole day le..kept having headache..was so pain man...aiyo..u think i wan de mehz..But jus couldn't stand the weather nowadays..A moment sunny den later raining..blowing hot n cold..jus like my mood..isn't it.. dunno la..i'm not feeling well fer tis whole week le..-haiz- felt so tired to angry at sumone.. but i reali not in the good mood tis few days lo..If u r in class..u can notice abt it...some wil know la... If u reali wanna make things worst..den i dunno wad wil happen lo..if suay..my mood beri the bad.. i dunno wad i'll do de lo..Forget it la..dun wanna say anymore abt tis le..
Went 2 4E fer ss lesson...Mr loh kept toking n i can't take it anymore le..told wei xin tat i feel like vomiting but can't vomit..find it so suffering..reali feel like crying out..if crying can help..den i'll do so..-haiz-sobz.. who knows i'll breakdown later...went home wif kit yee,may jun,wei xin n mum..but i was stil caught by the heavy rain..tis week was the second time le..-haiz-reali felt so useless man..why am i so weak..fall sick easily..haiz..

2005-07-13T19:25:00.000-07:00

-haiz-Everyday seems 2 b so long n tiring fer me now..wad 2 do..Our Ns r comin le.. Teacher wan us 2 do well..Aft sch,had 2 stay back in class til 5 or 6pm..Have a programme called STEM.. dunno wad izzit abt..all i noe is we gotta stay in class 2 do our own work..Do revision n do tys... haiz!so sad..nvm..Let's work hard 2 get our target!!kkk..-lol-Can understand tat it's abit tiring larx..No choice..start 2 work hard now..n we'll get the result tat we want!!I'm sure we can..rite...
Today gotta stay back in class..Mr kong came to our class at 4plus..n our class was like rioting.. Instead of studying..Music was on so loud..everybody was like busy shouting n playing..tat's why he was so angry by wad we had done...cannot blame..cuz our major exams r coming..He's concern abt our result.. n we r not taking it serious...tat's why he scolded us...haiz!
Today had pe lesson fer an hour..Was playin badminton wif keng lam,ming ying n jeffery..was abit tired after playing..almost every1 wearing the class t..But not all..But the vice principal say we cannot wear it..-diao-As if i care?!Well...I'm so pissed off!!Dunno why..Jus feel irratied easily..Esp my classmates.. Sumtimes i reali can't stand them lorx..Worse than being at e zoo or market..They can shout beri loudly as they like!!!Dunno wad's wrong wif them..Seriously sometimes i reali need some quiet n peace.. But i bet they wun be wad i wan..Like todae,during math lesson..we r seperated into 2groups.. I was in miss tay's group..was trying hard to listen n concentrate on wad miss tay is saying..cuz the others was playing n abit noisy..den,felt that sum1 was throwing somethin at me..N i was like abit totally pissed off le..Here i am,trying to listen to wad teacher saying n they r so noisy n playing..So i shouted at them w/o thinking tat there is teacher around..dunno wad's wrong wif me todae larx..I know tat i've been shouting at my classmates more than twice le..maybe quite fierce when i'm in the mood like todae..so if i'm in the mood like today..Better dun stay near me.. cuz u dunno wad wil happen next...

2005-07-12T18:14:00.000-07:00

Had my oral today..At 1st i was really scared..reali scared..Cuz there is 2 examiners...but when i think wad mr osman told us during english lesson..Wad's dere to scared off?!Jus have to be more thick-skinned and read out loud n clear...Jus treat it as u r toking to a friend..So when i went in.. I smiled..and greeted the teacher..-lol-the teacher looked so friendly..=)Tried my very best!!
Caught in the heavy rain when i was on the way back home...OMG!haven recover yet..but i'm caught in the heavy rain..how to recover like that..aiyo..-lol-my voice is gettin beta..But i'm scared i caught the flu...=/
-Wah-Mr lim went to feed the mosquito...lol..now the teacher taking over him..was reali sux!! Couldn't hear wad she trying to say..but i guessed i'll revise myself...now we missed mr lim very much..-lol-Can't do w/o him..haha..i meaning in teaching us worz...haiz..Finally english oral over le..can concentrate on my chinese oral le..*Bleahz*

2005-07-11T13:20:00.000-07:00

Neva go to sch todae..,so i went to see doctor..-haiz-Waited fer so long til my turn..It's throat infection..Give some medicine to eat..The doctor wanted to give me 2 days medical leave..But i have oral..National exams de..If dun have oral,i'll stay at home and rest le..I'm so sick..-haiz- todae morning message rachel..told her i'm nt goin 2 sch..den when i was on the bus 2 polyclinic, she sms me.."hey gal,hi5..,i'm oso not going to sch todae..having a bad sore-throat n fever.." later people thought we gang up together de..Can't imagine behind two seats are empty..Dotz.. Heard tat we've 7periods free!!-wah-tat's cool!!-lol-Hmm..wanna thank those who r concern abt my health..i'm alright larx..dun worry..Especially,rachel,liwen n farhana!!Thanx alot gals!!Take Care!

2005-07-10T15:00:00.000-07:00

-haiz-Coughing fer a week le..Even lost my voice..-Sobz-if at night still cough badly..den i think i beta go see doctor le..My oral is on tuesday!So scared!!-Gosh-Must take care of myself..N level comin le worz..At my grandma house now..My aunt from USA just called me..she asked me how am i doin in my school..I am fine..Told her when was my mock exams n prelim comin.. Heard tat she'll b comin back to singapore around Seotember..Good!!When was the last time i seen her?
-Wah-Tat's long ago le..Couldn't remember..lol..Now it's raining..It's good to sleep now!! Hahaz.. The smell of the rain makes me think of the past..wah..I really missed the time we had in the past..Everything will be kept inside our memories..n i know we cannot go back in the past..Jus wish u'll be fine n happy with what u've now..-haiz-wad is past is past..No use getting sad abt it.. Hmm..i'm so tired now..See ya!!Take Care!

2005-07-08T18:05:00.000-07:00

Just came back from my F&N practical..Fer N level de..-lol-Tiring..-hahaz- But everyting is worth it la... I cooked fried macaroni,Banana Walnut Cake & Green Bean soup..At first,i was very scared tat i couldn't make it..But everything turned out well..Except 4 my green bean soup..So, went 2 cooked the second time..Lucky got bring extra green beans..n the second tym was ok.. Tasted my cooking..was okie..-lol-Jeraldine&Kelly&Farhana say it was nice...-Yummy-
-Wah-I lost my voice le..Sounds like an idoit!!-Gosh-Missed my voice..-lol-Ya..went 2 check le.. My oral is on Tuesday..Will i have my voice back??Dunno yea..Hehez!Brought my camera 2 sch todae..Took sum pictures wif my classmates..-lol-Feel free to go see..Take Care!

2005-07-07T16:30:00.000-07:00

-Sick-CoughIng like hell..-haiz-It's not a gd thIng man..DurIng math lesson..Kept coughing..Felt like vomiting..But was wondering if i can vomit sumthing out mehz?Cuz i didn't eat anything since ytd 6plus..Drank some water onli..So i went to the toilet..Who knows..I reali vomit..Felt very unwell..-Argh- It's all water..lol..Know it's disgusting larx..-hahaz-When i saw it..i was like..-yuck-Went back fer my lesson..RealI so sick tat i wanted to sleep!!My cousin was oso coughing..-lol-Must have lots of rest n drink lots of water..If not..,i'll lose my voice sooner or later....Or else i wun have voice fer my N levels oral...=/ But u know me la.. i wun want to see doctor..Neither do i like to take medicine..I jus let it be..n the worst is i'll stil eat chillies n those things tat r not supposed 2 eat de..wadever..Anyway..who cares..No 1 can stop me from eating.. rite...
-Haiz-Tired of being sick..why like tat..But wad can i do..lol..-gosh-Anyone dere fer me..Need help..-lol-Jus kidding.. Second week going to finish le..N our mock exams are coming le..Times really flies..-haha-Well.. gotta write til here now..Buai!!!

2005-07-06T18:04:00.000-07:00

Went to collect Certificate Of Appreciation for Services rendered to the sch as a Peer Mediatior! Lol..Got scolded by D lau todae..Bcos of sumthing..haiz..But lucky not so bad larx..Den took sum pictures wif Mrs Anthony..Finally can step down le..Tat doesn't mean we r not Pm anymore le..

-wah-Me going to fall sick le...HavIng sore-throat and flu..So bad..Farhana also sick..lol..all thanx to youling!!!!Without her in my life..i wun be sick now!!!Really grateful n appreciate wad u have done!!Lol..cannot blame..My mommy..hahaz!!Kidding la...So weak!!

Had a long n tired day!!Got lots of thing to do...Havent touch my hw yet..lol..at night ba..feel like sleeping le...Zzzz...*thinking*Haiz..dun think so much le...Next tym den tok abt it..lol..Buai!! So sick!How i wish dere wil be sumone who can take care of me..haiz..lol

2005-07-05T17:40:00.000-07:00

My back always giving me problems seh...haiz!See when free or feel like going den go see doctor ba..Am i thinking too much today?!I jus feel tat better dun think too much!!Asking fer too much!!Hoping fer miracles to happen which they dun happen at all!!!Really thinking too much le...Jus wishful part of me larx..So stupid to think of tis..But why do i...?haiz!!!
"Love may leave ur heart lyk shattered glass,but keep tat dere is sum1 who wil b willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so u could b whole again...The cruelest thing a guy could do to a gal is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall!!!"
On the way home..,i asked liwen,if there is any wrong to like/admire sum1..She told me no!!Cuz tis type of thing is hard to control de..You think u can control mehz..But sumtimes..i think it's wrong to like sum1 tat u shldn't...Dunno lei..Haha..Think maybe sum shld know wad i am trying to say...Maybe i'm trying to say tat,i shld stop tis..It's like walking to a road without an ending... *dun think i can find the way tat i wan ba...*So..u know larx...It's easy to do so..Wad guys..wad do u think..Hahaz!Mus support me worz..Seriously larx..I feel tat it is very foolish of me lo... Aiya..Wadever it is..Dun care abt tis..Not really important at tis time!!!
Ask u arh.."Izzit an offence to like someone?"Me wanna know wad's ur view abt it...lol..Thanx guys!See ya!!

2005-07-03T14:28:00.000-07:00

Finally got the time to write my blog le...=D 1 week of sch had already made me go crazy..Wad abt the next few weeks...Nvm...I believe i can de!I hate the VP!So many things 2 do..Soon..Week 3 onwards wil be our mock exams till week 4...*Stress*Orals are on the way too..So scared...
Thought tat everything wil b fine when we step down..But who knows..People start comin 2 me n tell me things abt the new chairman..I dunno wad's goin on.. But i bet it's nth gd..heard pple tellin me tat they dun lyk the present chairman.. Tis was not i feel...When i know tat she wil b taking over..I was overjoyed..I believe tat she can do it!But now..i'm confused...=/Frankly speakin..At 1st when i know who wil b taking my position..I was unhappy abt it..Cuz i find tat she's not serious..Everytime during sectional practice..She jokes around..toking n many stuffs..But i didnt do anything larx..So i let it be..But i told myself maybe we could give them a chance..Evertime when we know who wil b the next chairman and vice..Surely there were a group of pple not hapI abt it..When we know tat Chor Kiat was the head n i was the vice..I guessed pple might feel tat..Hee..Can the both of us make it..There is sure pple tok bad things abt us de..But we didn't care at all...On the other hand..We proved them tat we can make it!Nth beat us!!
It was the teacher who thinks tat we can so they chose me and chor kiat to take over choir..So..,we did not disappoint them..We showed them that they had neva made the wrong choice in lettin us take charge..
Guys out dere..I believe our teacher neva made the wrong choice..Promised me tat no matter wad is the outcome of it..I reali hope tat u guys wil respect the outcome of it..And promised me tat your wun make things difficult fer them can..Tis is jus the begining of it onli..I know how u guys feel..Haiz..Paulina..Can u remember tat u and her r gd frens in the past..Now?I hope the answer is yes..Dun let tis come between the 2 of u..It's really sad to see your become like tis..Maybe she have a difficulties... Jus do well your job n dun bother abt the others..If u think u r right den so be it!! Promised me can...Hope your r happy n enjoyed yourself when me n chor kiat take over tat time..lol..But i believe tis year wil be better..=)

2005-06-28T22:34:00.000-07:00

Second day of school in term 3..Basically..This term maybe quite short fer us le..Time really flies...Still have 10 more weeks to our actual N levels...This's the first week...well,3rd&4th week, we'll be having our mock exams...after our mock exams,we'll have our prelims..~Arghh~ Gosh... Nowadays..Dunno wad's wrong wif me..Been very moody..Especially today!!Haiz..Dunno wad's wrong..Had a small misunderstanding between me and sharon..But everything its over..Went to called sharon and Apologize abt my attitude towards her..I dun mean it..Really sorry!!!
Oh ya!Magdeline..Sorry abt it too!!Must have felt shocked that i cried on the phone ba.. i jus can't control myself tat's why..Fer so many years..,i had neva cried in front of u or on the phone.. Todae was the 1st time..and i promised it will be the last time too!really sorry my dear!Feeling so emotional during these few days becos of him..haiz..dotz..maybe some things happened during the hoildays...i oso dunno how to handle..Me and jane felt tat..Tolerate wad he had done/treat is not hard.. But making the relationship between me and him was hard!!Real hard!! I'll see how ba...lol..

2005-06-26T22:20:00.000-07:00

Went to Holland Village in the afternoon,to look fer my mum..Was going dere to help her..She is selling things at there..With some of her friends...Well..,i guessed i'm dere doing nothing..Day- dreaming...Thinking of those tat i'm not supposed to think de..Haiz...Why do i wan 2 think.. Simply bcos..i've nth to do!Sometimes i really wonder...am i still thinking of him...Well..,i can't give myself tis answer too...-_-Izzit possible to ferget him so fast??dun think so..Unless... I asked shanny..Well..,she asked me to be cheerful where i used to be..lol..Hao ba...Dun make myself suffering bcos of him..See how it goes..I know jane wanted me to sms him...But..i doesn't wan..To be frends again?!I think it's impoosible!Cuz i dun wan him to hurt me once again le..It's enough!i had enough of it le!
Gotta go le..haven pack my bag fer tml..Sch starting le...Must be very busy..Buai!

2005-06-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

Wow!Now what time le..I still can post..hehez!Went online to finished up some of my stuffs..Lucky stil got some of my frends are online..lo..Got Zhong Gui,Felicia, Cheryl and my cousin talking to me...I wun feel bored le..Haha!Thanx arh..
Hmm..feeling sleepy now..But dun wish to sleep so early yet..Dunno why yea.. Looking at the sky..i'll think of someone..Let's not tok abt tis yet..hehez!Ya..Went to meet up wif jane today..One of my best pal!lol..But missing magdeline now.. Had laska wif her at holland village..was toking abt our things..When we were young..we do tis and tat..Starting to miss those days we had...In the past...I stil had magdeline and jane to keep me accompany when i'm bored or wad..Now.., they had shifted house..hmm..jane is okie..cuz she moved to nearby here..But magdeline..moved to bukit panjang..Dotz!Nth to say man...lol..
Jamie getting sleepy le..may fall asleep any moment..Btw,sch going to start soon le..Am i prepared?hahaz!I think so..Nitez!

2005-06-24T20:55:00.000-07:00

Went fer a hair cut today wif Jia Yun...Dunno wad style i wanna cut..so decided to cut her hair style...The aunty thought that we were sisters...? Do we look alike..OMG!It's not the first time people say that we look alike le... Wow! Went to Bedok Interchange to have our lunch den to the library to study...The air-con was so strong... After tat we went to BK and eat again..lol..Den we take bus 33 bk home..The trip was so long!! But we took lots of fun shots!!

2005-06-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

Went to work today at Tanglin Secondary as a promoter promoting 3M stuffs... 3 adults working with us was quite friendly...They like to joke..But when it's time to work..They r very serious! lol..Hmmm..Business was good compared to others...There are lots of food fer us to eat too! It's free!It's fer the teachers and those who are working..The food over there was yummy! The money that we earn was 'wow'! Me n jia yun was sitting there collecting money..At first,we were so scared that the money were lost or give the costumer wrong change..But everything turn out to be too well!!Wahahaha!!After work..went to Jurong Point wif Jia Yun..Was so tired..Cuz we had to wake up early fer our job..Friday, going to have hair-cut wif JiaYun at Bedok!Lol..So see you on fri again...

Peer Mediator!

2005-06-01T12:40:00.000-07:00

Finally the training for the sec2 peer mediation has ended..Yupee!The last day of the training was fun!Hmmm..onli three of the seniors came..During the role-play..,I and 1 of the juniors acted as disputants..*hahaz*Always teaching the same group of 4 people de...If i'm not wrong..Their name was Shining..Exel.. WangZhi and..Couldn't remember the other gal name..*hahaz*Wah..we acted as disputants..Too over le..Even the sec2 also cannot stand us...*lol*I kept making things difficult for them...*lol*Well...,i think they also enjoyed themselves ba.. Rite?*Dotz*Well..,Althought there were just 10 of your..I really hope that your have enjoyed yourself during these 2days..At the same time..Hope ur've learnt how to b a peer mediatior and how to solve a case in future!(^_-) Always
remember this!Is peace not Fists!

Felt so heartbreaking!

2005-05-30T19:40:00.000-07:00

Tis mOrning den reached sIngapore de..Den have to wake up at 7plus..*yawn*Cuz today got math n Geo remedial...Enjoyed my days in malaysia..*hahaz* although it's short..But did lots of things..Like helping to take care my young Cousin..*Bleahz* Hmmm..Staying at home to pei my aunt..*hahaz*all craps..Jus felt lazy tO go out onli..*lol* Slept directly under the air-con..,was feeling cold in the middle of the night..We slept at 12plus..after watching tv..Past 2days..had been staying in the air-conditioned room..now having fu le..*Sobz*But..When i reached home.. I keep sneezing..*Nose pain*haiz...

Feeling so tIred now...Just finished playing badmInton with Kelly and Liwen..So tiring.. Hmm... Maybe i dun have enough of sleep ba..*lalala*Was at the play-ground with them..sum1 reply my message...*haiz*How i wish u'll nvr reply my msg at all..Wad u reply me..reali so heartbreaking after seeing your msg...TOTALLY!This's not the first time le...*haiz*Think i really shld give up lo..How many years le..You're stil the same..Sumtimes i reali wonder..wad u thinking..*haiz* After seeing your reply..I dun wish to reply u le..If you have the heart...You'll save the number. It's not the 1st time i sms you lo!No words can describe how angry i am..How heartbreaking to receive this kinda message...*Sobz*

I decided le..No matter how hard or how heartbreaking it is...I think i shld have put everything to an end..Shld have forgotten everything in the past..and looking forward...I shld have totally give up 2 years ago le..*haiz*You're so cold blooded man..I just have to use cold-blooded to describe you!Heart is feeling soo pain!*wah*

Missing you badly

2005-05-27T18:30:00.000-07:00

Just came back from school..Got my report book le..My mum didn't scold me..She say she'll be teaching me chinese from now on..*Omg*During tis holidays..I must buck up for my studies..This year is an important year 4 me!
*Haiz*Missing you badly!How i wish that we can be together just like in the past!Really missed the time we had..Maybe at that time..i've done something wrong that hurt u!But if now..i've the chance..I will cherish you even more!Cuz you are the one that i loved most!You are my everything in my life..Without you..I dunno wad's my life looks like..*haiz*Whenever i sees you.. i'll be heartbroken..Thinking of our past..and compared to now..Its so heartbreaking...*sobz*
Tomorrow i'll be going to malaysia..Going there to visit my uncle..*hahaz*I'll be back by Sunday..Think so ba..
-Missing you badly everyday in my life!-